Something crystallized for me today...
Jul. 22nd, 2003 12:50 pmI read this post by
elfs today and I think I've been going through a simlar process. I started to reply in his journal, but felt it deserved to be in my own too.
I'm damn good at my job.
I have a innate understanding of how the system works.
I can design and implement very complex system changes.
I can even articulate how it works and what the changes mean to my co-works and bosses.
That's why they hired me.
That's why they keep me on.
To mis-quote Sally Field "They like me, they really like me."
I'll keep my self-doubts around as a drive to get things right and worry about the little details, but I think I've finally discovered my confidence.
I'm damn good at my job.
I have a innate understanding of how the system works.
I can design and implement very complex system changes.
I can even articulate how it works and what the changes mean to my co-works and bosses.
That's why they hired me.
That's why they keep me on.
To mis-quote Sally Field "They like me, they really like me."
I'll keep my self-doubts around as a drive to get things right and worry about the little details, but I think I've finally discovered my confidence.
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Date: 2003-07-22 04:12 pm (UTC)Congrats its a break through.
Ash
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Date: 2003-07-22 08:42 pm (UTC)rest of us figured this out long
before you did. What else do you
want to know?
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Date: 2003-07-24 12:01 am (UTC)why wouldnt they like you????
You rock! and always have or at least the umpty odd years Ive known you.
tis lovely to see you aware of it.
btw, you are an amazing person in private life not just at the job.
*big hugs for you an chriso)